I know why I became like this
There is time I keep questioning why I can't have love anymore
But the answer that unspoken is now revealed

I think..
I'm afraid of falling in love
of being weak and powerless,
not the tough, brave person I know I am

Because when falling in love..
I trembled, I shivered, I forget everything
I'm undercontrol, despite I like to be in control

I'm not the person that I know
rather I be the person with lost mind

..because I am in love..

And love unleashes the hidden part of me
Part that is stranger,
.. Part that I'm scared of