i miss you
i really miss you
i'm very missing you til i wanna cry
hell i'm already crying now
you're so far away
very far away
beyond my reach
beyond my touch

i don't know why i'm still breathing
i do know without you i'm dying
this day, the next day
all is just sequence of nothingness
everything plays back the same story
everything reminds me of you

i keep thinking about you
and i don't know the reason why
i keep looking to everything
seeking every corner
wishing you'll be there
so at least i can say hi
before we have to say goodbye again

but it's too late
everything is too late
it's not the same
everything won't be the same
you are not here
i'm not with you
i miss everything about you
i don't care about anything else
but i can't be with you
because you're not here
and i'm not there

i can only keep writing letter
that i know you won't get
and i have no intention
for you to see
you must see that i'm okay
you only have to know that i'm all good
i'm okay, i'm all good

i just want you to smile
you're an angel when you are
i only want to fix your broken wing
so you can fly back to heaven
to where you belong
not here
with me
mere mortal
mortal
nothingness
i'm just human
who's in love
with an angel

I will always remember the day we met
How the perfect figure of yours kept my mind on diversion
Holding hands, we shared our feelings
Giving each other warmth, I believe money can't buy

It happened so fast, maybe it's too fast
How fast I was completely being in love with you
How soon we decided to be together, belong for each other
And how early time picked up your presence from me
It's very beautiful, though I know it's very short

How could I deal with a grief of loss from something that means everything for me
While you know everything it's not something that comes around everyday

I ask God why love is being given if it was only intended to be taken away
Put me in a state of destruction and delusion
My heart aches, sobs and cries
Because it will never find its home again
When you passed away you took half life out of me

Being there, I stood still
When my knees got out, sometimes I kneel
Devastated by acknowledgment of who's laying six feet under me
This very mother earth sealed my love away from me
Without a chance at all
To ever see your face again
Or touch your arms again
And even hear your voice again

I am depressed
And I know I will always be
Losing my soul and passion
Life's completely different with you out of picture
It's just doom and gloom

typing letter by letter
i simply form it into words
put it into phrases that you might understand later
to acknowledge the story inside this mind and heart

telling you that i bind my self down so i won't fade away
so i won't be lost in this empty street

i'm desperately lingering my self alongside road by road
waiting for hitch hike so i will be anywhere but here

and you know i've got every reason to be gone