i wish i didn't know your past lover
i wish i didn't know it so well
cause my heart drenches every time i recognize you're being with him
sharing perhaps the same thing we've shared

i don't want to know how you look him in the eyes
cause i don't want my self to be disappointed if i'm knowing you're looking right at him, the same you're looking right at me

and i wish you didn't make a promise, that eventually we both know you'll break
the promise you made for him to never see me again
to never call me again, never give me a phone call just to say good night
never give me a chance to just say i love you

so many things i wish not to be happened
like i wish the moment we met, you're not seeing someone else
i don't know is it too late for a start
or is it too ruined to ever be started

i could only startle for reminiscence truths
sometimes i just want to be an idiot
forgetting all the things i know
opening an all new clean slate

so this very heart could only belong to you without any past haunts
because it hurts much
very very much
to know it's been broken
and never feel the same again towards its owner