i love you deeply..
i don't know why sometimes i could suddenly cry without knowing the reason why
but then again, i've noticed that there's time when i cry because i feel the pain in your heart
even though the pain wasn't caused by me
but i could still feel it, and i'm hating my self cuz i can't do anything about it
i don't want you to be hurt
i just want to see you smile
being free and happy
no matter with me or not

people talk about how sincerity had gotten lost in this world
but i've never lost it since i met you
it's always about you
i don't even care anything about me
i swear to god i just want you to be happy
there's nothing in this world mean a thing if pain in your heart goes linger
i wish i could vanish it away
curing it so you could be as good as new

i know i'm pathetic
still crying over you even though it had been over long time a go
sometimes i just miss you so bad
i could only bury my face into my pillow
shouting your name there, so no one else hear
and crying my eyes out
because i've already felt worthless when you're decided to not be here with me
i can't afford to make my self goes a penny lesser by people judging me
people took me as pity, whenever i cry about you
so no one should know
it's just me, my pillow and this locked room