I'm so sorry for being so selfish
Wanting you for all by my self
I don't want to share with other people
Especially the one from the past

There's a fact that i believe
you need to let go the past if you want to start planning with your future
how could you be with me wholly, if you're still thinking about others

but sometimes i'm scared
so scared that perhaps the day i'm frightened so much will come
one day when i found some other person lays beside me
the same day when i woke up in sob, from a dream of you
wanting you badly to be the one who lays beside me
but you're not there
i just found an empty space, filled by some other random person
that i don't think means everything to me
because if that time comes
sure as hell i don't know what to do

i could only hope for a second chance
when the story of us would be different
where there's only you and me
being together
just us
without other things to be worried about